I wanted it to be you…

I’m traveling the world and meeting so many people who want to get to know me and I still can’t get my mind off of you. 

Should beĀ 

I should be sleeping right now. It’s 12:39am and I’m mentally and physically exhausted but can’t shut my mind off. I’m angry at you. You knew my fears of abandonment and you did just that. You left me at my weakest and I can’t stand myself back up. The tears are stinging the corners of my eyes and blurring my vision even though it’s dark.